Ladies and Gentlemen.........

Roll up, roll up.

Right since last time I haven't really done much. I have strated to drape and create my dress which is working out well, it just doesn't follow my research and development so a few kinks to iron out so to speak, I got too overexcited...TIT!

 Pictures:

On the personal life front nothing much has happened. Just been working or sleeping. Had some really bad days recently. I just miss home and want to be with Steve and my friends. All this bad mood marlarky has gave me some good inspiration for drawing etc so going to get that done.

Me in bad mood:

Going to bleach my hair soon so I might post a picture of the new reinvented me!

I might look like this:

NOT!!!!

A + B = BORED!

Had no motivation at all today. I can't even be bothered to go to the shop for milk.

I slapped myself full of make up last night for all of 10 minutes because I was bored as well. Here is the fruits of my labour:

I want to work on my sketchbooks that I have on the go at the minute but like I said Mr Motivation eludes me! At least Criminal Minds is on tonight so I have something keep me busy for an hour.

If anyone sees my motivation please call me on 0800 FUCK MY LIFE!

I WANT!

I want my hair like this!!! Sooooo bad!

Blasphemy

I recently did a little PEM project working in the dark room creating photograms (process of exposing photosensitive paper with objects lay ontop).

Here are some of the final prints from the theme blasphemy.

Sketchy, Sketchy.

Fashion specialism sketchbook.

Looking at silhouttes and draping.

Just a few ideas and thoughts from some designers collections.

Body Dismorphia

I have an interest in body dismorphia. Being a big girl myself I have always been bombarded with "lose weight", "you will die young" and the worst when your little "oh it is just puppy fat" well it wasn't you just shoved huge portions down my throat Mother! I have tried being bulimic, which I lost alot of weight (size 18 to 12 in 10 weeks) I just couldn't keep up with it, to the point I got so depressed. I always find pictures of extremely thin women interesting....but in no way do i condone it....i think it is very dangerous as is eating to excess....which I myself is trying to cut out of my life.
Anyway my point is i have an obsession with drawing skeletal people and unusual people. Here are some of my recent drawings.
Basic pencil, felt tip pen, coloured pencils and inks.

It's been a long time coming.

HELLO!!!!

This is me!!
I haven't wrote anything on this blog in a long while.
I am now in my last 3 weeks of my first year at Gray's School of Art. I have chosen Fashion as my specialism. I was always going to pick it as I love fashion.
I am finding the whole process so annoying as they are telling us to be expressive and do all these very arty farty things with our sketchbooks but I know that in the fashion course it isn't quite like that. I do feel a bit patronised.

I will be putting some images of my work up soon that I have done throughout the year.
I have also started a Tumblr which is more of a fun blog as I have been just posting videos of bands I like etc, this blog will be more work based.

I do intend to start updating more and following more bloggers to, as I love to see how other people think.
Emsy